i know i was born and i know that i'l die

aisling84 @ 2008-05-08T18:37:00

2008-05-08T18:09:00Z

i have a passport THANK FUCK
goign to glasgow, im armed with my camera and batteries.
nostalgia bsb time here come.
theres other stuff, theres always other stuffg but
need to go catch a bus

toxic body syndrome ie Paddys day

2008-03-17T19:27:56Z

heres the short sweet update
this weekend was mums 50th and Paddys weekend...im irish
i drank tll i drown
ive jus ordered greasy ass food
i have to go to workk tomo

being irish is hard work!

CSI Miami Biatch

2007-11-21T21:09:35Z

Horatio Caine gets all the best one liners

aisling84 @ 2007-11-16T09:09:00

2007-11-16T09:14:19Z

OMG lj just ate a very long very detailed post and it didnt save a draft like it sometimes does...fuck

Writer's Block: I'm The Boss

2007-10-26T15:32:30Z

If you had the resources to start your own business, what would it be?

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i would start up a store that resembles that of Grouchos in Dundee, bascialy a place where u can sell ur cds, art, dvds, vids, books tapes anything for a cheap cheap price and u can also buy for a cheap cheap price. is a nice way of getting rid of those items u have grown less than fond of and making a bit of cash. also it would sell tickets and advertise local bands. this kind of shop is more important than BEER to students. and has helped me out alot when i was broke.
i think i would try to modify it to stay open late aswell and mayb sell beer.
this would be my all time fav job and i would still be a consellor on side!

aint happy with the song but the fact is pretty spot on

2007-10-15T18:26:23Z

Your Stripper Song Is

Toxic by Britney Spears "With the taste of your lips I'm on a ride You're toxic I'm slippin' under" You may dance for someone - but only to weaken their defenses.

What Song Should You Strip To?

DreamCatch me when i fall, or else i wont come back at all

2007-08-31T18:54:50Z

Newton Faulkner: Straight for the sun

All I see
Drifting through my veins
Want to know where it all began
I see your face everywhere I turn
Now I’m left, eternally to bow
Eternally to…

When you're on your own
Killing time
Wanna make it right
Make it…

Nothing ventured nothing gained
Seems all the world has gone insane
All said and done
We are heading straight towards the sun
Nothing ventured nothing said
Seems all the words drift from my head
It's sad to say
But we are heading straight towards the sun

All I feel
Crawls across my skin
Breaking through
Slowly sinking in
I can’t find what you're looking for
Nothing’s left
Nothing’s left at all
Nothing's left at…

When you're on your own
Killing time
Wanna make it right
Make it…

Nothing ventured nothing gained
Seems all the world has gone insane
It's sad to say
But we are heading straight towards the sun
Nothing ventured nothing said
Seems all the words drift from my head
All said and done
But we are heading straight towards the sun

I don’t know where we went wrong
Cos it’s been going on too long
We used to live inside the breeze
But now I find it hard to breathe

Wanna make it right
Make it…

Nothing ventured nothing gained
Seems all the world has gone insane
It's sad to say
But we are heading straight towards the sun
Nothing ventured nothing said
And all the words drift from my head
All said and done
But we are heading straight towards the sun

i miss my fairy wings

2007-08-24T21:51:14Z

Your fairy is called Gossamer Icefly

She is a bone chilling bringer of justice for the vulnerable.

She lives in spiderwebbed wonderlands and insect grottos.

She is only seen at midday under a quiet, cloudless sky.

She wears tiny black spiders on her dresses. She has icy blue butterfly wings.

Get your free fairy name here!

Regina Spektor, Really love these songs

2007-08-19T16:26:59Z

shes new voice about, i found her on an advert for T mobile and these are two of her songs. i love her voice is so different :)

"Samson"

You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first, I loved you first
Beneath the sheets of paper lies my truth
I have to go, I have to go
Your hair was long when we first met

Samson went back to bed
Not much hair left on his head
He ate a slice of wonder bread and went right back to bed
And history books forgot about us and the bible didn't mention us
And the bible didn't mention us, not even once

You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first, I loved you first
Beneath the stars came fallin' on our heads
But they're just old light, they're just old light
Your hair was long when we first met

Samson came to my bed
Told me that my hair was red
Told me I was beautiful and came into my bed
Oh I cut his hair myself one night
A pair of dull scissors in the yellow light
And he told me that I'd done alright
And kissed me 'til the mornin' light, the mornin' light
And he kissed me 'til the mornin' light

Samson went back to bed
Not much hair left on his head
Ate a slice of wonderbread and went right back to bed
Oh, we couldn't bring the columns down
Yeah we couldn't destroy a single one
And history books forgot about us
And the bible didn't mention us, not even once

You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first

"Fidelity"

(Shake it up)

I never loved nobody fully
Always one foot on the ground
And by protecting my heart truly
I got lost in the sounds
I hear in my mind
All these voices
I hear in my mind all these words
I hear in my mind all this music

And it breaks my heart
And it breaks my heart
And it breaks my heart
It breaks my heart

And suppose I never met you
Suppose we never fell in love
Suppose I never ever let you kiss me so sweet and so soft
Suppose I never ever saw you
Suppose we never ever called
Suppose I kept on singing love songs just to break my own fall
Just to break my fall
Just to break my fall
Break my fall
Break my fall

All my friends say that of course its gonna get better
Gonna get better
Better better better better
Better better better

I never love nobody fully
Always one foot on the ground
And by protecting by heart truly
I got lost
In the sounds
I hear in my mind
All these voices
I hear in my mind all these words
I hear in my mind
All this music
And it breaks my heart
It breaks my heart

I hear in my mind all of these voices
I hear in my mind all of these words
I hear in my mind all of this music

Breaks my
Heart
Breaks my heart

aisling84 @ 2007-08-14T14:46:00

2007-08-14T13:49:16Z

im starved need everyones help

Favourite Poets:
Favorite Artist:
Favourite Musicians
Authors
BASICALY ANYTHING UR GLAD U DID, READ, LISTENED TO, WATCHED, LOOKED AT,

i know u all told me these things before but i forget coz im aisling

Feed me

aisling84 @ 2007-08-14T14:33:00

2007-08-14T13:35:28Z

i feel the need to buy some stationary
to make something
do something
i was meant to go ti my fav park today BUT its raining and my mum asked me not to go coz my voice is still really horse so im cleaning the room instead
havent added any new friends on here for ages!!!
*goes looking*

HEY WAIT READ THIS FIRST it will make u smile if not then :P

2007-08-01T20:21:36Z

i was pissy and moany adn then i heard this PLEASE PLEASE READ
BRIGHT EYES LYRICS
i know i know 3 in one day but iw as pissy and monay then i had some cider then i listened to bright eyes and this song made me smile so this is better way to be today
"Bowl Of Oranges"

The rain, it started tapping on the window near my bed.
There was a loophole in my dreaming,so I got out of it.
And to my surprise my eyes were wide and already open.
Just my nightstand and my dresser where those nightmares had just been.
So I dressed myself and left then, out into the gray streets.
But everything seemed different and completely new to me.
The sky, the trees, houses, buildings, even my own body.
And each person I encountered, I couldn't wait to meet.
I came upon a doctor who appeared in quite poor health.
I said " theres nothing I can do for you
you can't do for yourself."
He said "Oh yes you can. Just hold my hand. I think that would help."
So I sat with him a while and then I asked him how he felt.
He said, "I think I'm cured. No, in fact, I'm sure.
Thank you Stranger, for your therapeutic smile."
So that is how I learned the lesson that everyones alone.
And your eyes must do some raining if you are ever going to grow.
But when crying don't help and you can't compose yourself.
It is best to compose a poem, an honest verse of longing or simple song of hope.
That is why I'm singing...
Baby don't worry cause now I got your back.
And every time you feel like crying,
I'm gonna try and make you laugh.
And if I can't, if it just hurts too bad,
then we will wait for it to pass and I will keep you company
through those days so long and black.
And we'll keep working on the problem we know we'll never solve
Of Love's uneven remainders, our lives are fractions of a whole.
But if the world could remain within a frame like a painting on a wall.
Then I think we would see the beauty.
Then we would stand staring in awe at our still lives posed like a bowl of oranges,
like a story told by the fault lines and the soil

Song Lyrics x 3 Coz im Emo so shut it

2007-08-01T18:58:09Z

I was meh and now im ok coz tghe next song cheered me so these songs are jus songs if u want to read them that would be nice

First: a song that always always speaks to me
"Try"

All I know
Is everything is not as it's sold
but the more I grow
the less I know
And I have lived so many lives
Though I'm not old
And the more I see, the less I grow
The fewer the seeds the more I sow

Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try

I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness
And all the real people are really not real at all
The more I learn, the more I learn
The more I cry, the more I cry
As I say goodbye to the way of life
I thought I had designed for me

Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
I'm all I'll ever be
But all I can do is try
Try

All of the moments that already passed
We'll try to go back and make them last
All of the things we want each other to be
We never will be
And that's wonderful, and that's life
And that's you, baby
This is me, baby
And we are, we are, we are, we are
Free
In our love
We are free in our love

Second a song that reminds me of my bro and makes me tingle at the sound of the guys voice
Shinedown - Simple Man Lyrics

Mama told me when I was young
Come sit beside me, my only son
And listen closely to what I say.
And if you do this
It will help you some sunny day.
Take your time... Don't live too fast,
Troubles will come and they will pass.
Go find a woman and you'll find love,
And don't forget son,
There is someone up above.

(Chorus)
And be a simple kind of man.
Be something you love and understand.
Be a simple kind of man.
Won't you do this for me son,
If you can?

Forget your lust for the rich man's gold
All that you need is in your soul,
And you can do this if you try.
All that I want for you my son,
Is to be satisfied.

Boy, don't you worry... you'll find yourself.
Follow you heart and nothing else.
And you can do this if you try.
All I want for you my son,
Is to be satisfied.

Three: A song that makes me smile coz it tells me too and im in love with the line in Itallics

Rem: Why not smile
The concrete broke your fall
To hear you speak of it
I'd have done anything
I would do anything
I feel like a cartoon brick wall
To hear you speak of it
You've been so sad

It makes me worry
Why not smile?
You've been sad for a while.
Why not smile?

I would do anything
To hear you speak of it.
Why not smile?
You've been sad for a while.
You've been sad for a while

aisling84 @ 2007-07-27T19:11:00

2007-07-27T18:18:40Z

Goin to my sis in drogheda this weekend for drink adn darth vader! YAY

hi there

2007-07-16T19:13:15Z

hi
tired today
went to dundee for a few days there
perfect way to end the year right? the way i started it 4yrs ago
have to say it was really good, adn when vicki offered me her spare room and a job i was pretty much definet i was movin back, but it would have been a move of avoidance only avoiding growing up or at least getting a hold of my immautre self or at least the immature self i have been this year.
anyway i jus thought id say hi
i wont bother saying this is the start of me being back...ive learnd that i tend to lie in thatr way, not in a malicious way but a stupid ignorant way anyway i hope everyone is well
love
ais

i am a camper lady

2007-05-20T15:58:48Z

i have jus returned from camping, in the serious wind and rain and i smell like dirt and burning wood. iw ill update u all as ap. jus need to get a beer in me
:)

aisling84 @ 2007-04-25T22:25:00

2007-04-25T21:29:06Z

last week i dropped half a bottle of corona on my key bored and sizzled it,
stole one from work that didnt fit my computer.
took old keybored apart fixed it to a point but the h and n wouldnt work i need both to sign on
bought a new one, didnt fit
so bought a new one which fits and is actually a dam sight better!

My monkey drinking pal Oh Carolina is outta commission for a while therefor so am i! which may mean i save money and possibly go insane! plus she is goin away for like 5months so i am auditioning for a new monkey drinking partner! must be capable to talk shit and be quiet during songs i like and understand my drunken jibberish
il update something else late

BIRTHDAYS

2007-03-01T10:59:34Z

Ok im shitty at remebering things so please can everyone leave thier birthday here or if not here then email me at ais.fairy@gmail.com

lj is so quiet these days seems like the just the original crew more or less but that aint nessecary a bad thing is it girls.

definite lack of testosterone on my lj donate some men to me :)

only here

2007-02-21T15:22:01Z

forgot to say
this mornig on the way to work traffic news on the radio announced there were two horses free on one of the motorways and it was causing a traffic jam.....

couldnt help but think only in ireland.

im in a better mood then again theres only 2hours left of work

aisling84 @ 2007-01-13T22:15:00

2007-01-13T22:16:28Z

too tired to update but will update tomo.

i have no understanding

2006-11-24T01:19:20Z

i considered myself someone with strong beliefs, but knew that they were always evolving,
i dont believe in karma any more! i see no evidence of it in todays world. i do belive in all hardships bieng lessons and leading us to other lessons and i do believe for the most part alot of things in our life esp big things are set out for u
i did believe in karma, i dont now
my friend, she has done nothing to deserve wat she gets NOTHING, the world keeps on dropping bombs on her and jus as she is standin up BANG they drop another one, me as a friend i cant see anymore get dropped i jus wanna lock her up. im truth im scared its gonna go back to scary days, im scared how she will be and how i will react. im scared il loose her. and every bomb effects how emotional she is over the next bomb, but recenlty shes been all with great. and i have beenm so proud of her. despite family stuff BIG STUFF she has been so good and looking so well. instead of gun fire we get BOMB heavy arsnel dragging her back down again and shes been keeping it all inside and under her bed and in her head not wanting to bother ppl and it has chipped slowly away at her like it did b4 and i cant see this happen again, thr thought of it jus takes me back to a few yrs ago being helpless.
i dont belive in karma, "i dont belive in romeos or heros anymore"
i dont i cant im so angry so very angry coz this isnt deserved and this isnt something that is small or realively normal that she is making a big deal out of this is big and we cant make it small and i cant make sense of it and it aint jus one things it like allll these other things i wanna snatch her away and take her somewhere but i know problmes follow u unless they are resloved,
i am protective of my friends, very very protective. almost as much as i am my fam,
if karma wants to fuck wth her it fucks with me too.
my friends las vicki serene rachel these are gilrs who deserve so much more than they recieved form ppl and life and if i cud do something to make the world see that i wud and so
ive lost my belief in karma

edit: the other day i said this
it feels like one of those days....im on edge like i know something is gonna happen or is happening, it cud jus be tiredness or pmt pissyness but it feels like im waiting, and something will happen and i dont like it.

now if i had looked hard enough inside and felt my way around it i wud have realised it wasnt gonna happen to me

Gotta love the lyrics, im a posting junkie today

2006-10-25T19:34:51Z

"Not too put too fine a point on it, say Im the only bee in your bonnet, make a lil bird house in your soul"

aisling84 @ 2006-10-20T21:36:00

2006-10-20T20:37:46Z

lj has im-ing now....about time everyone on my list had so better be downloading it or i shall be kicking or kissing asss all over the place boooooya

aislings horoscope for today toooooo spot on

2006-10-17T22:22:58Z

Are you in danger of getting a repetitive stress injury on your brain? Thinking about the same worries over and over again won't take you anywhere. You are literally thinking in circles, and there is no end in sight.

So today, stop thinking and start doing! If you continue to think about something nothing happens, but if you keep working at something, sooner or later the tide will begin to turn and you will start seeing real progress.

aisling84 @ 2006-10-15T15:05:00

2006-10-15T15:06:58Z

Yesterday: Guns N' Roses
Yesterday, there was so many things
I was never told
Now that I'm startin' to learn
I feel I'm growing old

'Cause yesterday's got nothin' for me
Old pictures that I'll always see
Time just fades the pages
In my book of memories
Prayers in my pocket
And no hand in destiny
I'll keep on movin' along
With no time to plant my feet

'Cause yesterday's got nothin' for me
Old pictures that I'll always see
Some things could be better
If we'd all just let them be

Yesterday's got nothin' for me
Yesterday's got nothin' for me
Got nothin' for me

Yesterday, there was so many things
I was never shown
Suddenly this time I found
I'm on the streets and I'm all alone

Yesterday's got nothin' for me
Old pictures that I'll always see
I ain't got time to reminisce old novelties

Yesterday's got nothin' for me
Yesterday's got nothin' for me
Yesterday's got nothin' for me
Yesterday

Yesterday